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Creatio Ex Nihilo
The isolation and silence come to an end when the words
fall onto my head like drips in a dream. On awakening, my slumbering attention disperses my ideas and its out-of-focus gaze neither distinguishes nor recognises, only looks. The flow of calm has been disrupted and the incessant murmur fills its gap, putting an end to the inaction and sealing the vacuum and the nothing; the closing disappears and life returns.
Long ago, desire annihilated by desire kept us attached to the waterwheel and trapped to its turns.Today, calm of desire and deactivated, I bring together my experience and imagine its figure. Nothing of what has happened exists, and yet I have been.
Written in Salamanca, 31 December 2003.
First published in Fernando Sinaga, Consideraciones discontinuas y otras conversaciones, Fundación Salamanca, Salamanca, 2006.
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